Today I have mostly been deppressed due to heartbreak from my girlfriend, and my bad grades. Unfortuatly times like this also seem to triggure my Therian and Vamparic sides of me. I just gave my girlfriend a whole thing of letters I wrote today, and yesterday. I don't want to "break-up" with her, but if HE is there I feel like I have too. I feel really horrible, but I do realize I won't be in pain forever. And hopefully neither will my girlfriend.